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July 31, 2009

The 300 Calorie Project

A few weeks ago, I sat down in my doctor's office and got "the speech." I've heard it all before - the extra steps each day, taking the stairs, eating small meals, blah blah blah.

And the thing is? I do all that stuff. And yet I got the hairy eyeball when I told my doctor that I typically don't consume more than 1,500 calories a day, and while I do have the occasional hamburger or cookie, most of my meals are pretty well balanced and healthy.

He looked at my overflowing cup of a body and suggested a weight loss class. I wanted to cry.

In some of the reading I've been doing, I've heard that:

Hypothyroid people's bodies are already prone to hoarding calories, so low calorie diets aren't the best idea, even when trying to shed pounds.

The best way to help your metabolism is daily exercise, with an emphasis on building muscle, and to eat five or six small meals a day.

300 Calorie Meal Project #6

I've pretty much given up snacking, and have been focusing on having three solid meals a day, so this is a whole new thing for me. At this point, I'm just recording what I eat, and then after I have a few weeks of "data" I will start refining my diet, to correct any obvious missing foods or whatever.

The biggest problem so far? Trying to eat 5 meals a day. I'm just not that hungry. I had a good breakfast, and I wasn't hungry mid-morning, so I ate a nice lunch, and had a snack around 4pm, and then ate dinner at around 6 pm, and that's still only four "meals."

We'll see if I can get that fifth meal in there tomorrow. It's also sort of fun to see what exactly you can eat that totals out to about 300 calories.

July 30, 2009

The zeal of the newly diagnosed

It is curious how hyper-aware I am of every tiny maybe-symptom that occurs during the day. Last night, as I lay in my bed, a vague pressing sensation was in my throat. OH NO! I thought. Could this be a goiter?

And then I cleared my throat and no. Nope, there is nothing there.

I've ordered a couple of books to read over the weekend, but the advice I've been given right off the bat tells me that I need to eat 5-6 small (ie, 300) calorie meals a day, instead of my usual half-assed breakfast, big lunch and smallish dinner. It is supposed to help correct my metabolism, and I'm sure the whys and hows are buried somewhere in one of the books I have on the way, but in the meantime, I figured I'd start off today by weighing myself:

189 pounds.

And then fanning myself. Oh my GAH - that's 3rd trimester with my 3rd kid weight.

And then by impulsively deciding to document each of my 300 calorie meals , so I can keep track of what I'm REALLY eating, as opposed to what I like to think I'm eating, and maybe gain some awareness on the way.

The results are being dumped into flickr (and displayed in the sidebar down below.)

Let's just say that I haven't grocery shopped since returning home from BlogHer, and unless I was willing to eat some very strange foods, I ended up getting two meals to go today. But I photographed them and dutifully recorded them. Let's just see how long I can keep this up.

The other piece of this puzzle is exercise. Tomorrow, I'm dragging my sorry carcass out of bed and hauling my happy ass, plus my dog and my 10 year old daughter, around the neighborhood in a brisk fashion. What I really need to do is weight training, but I think I'll jump into that starting next week, as I want to give my body a chance to catch up with my brain.

July 29, 2009

Something thickened. This way blows.

bigslice3.jpgSince walking away from Big Slice of Life, Small Slice of Cheesecake, I've steadily gained weight. Although my "end" weight was pretty much where I started, I felt like I had been making some good realizations about my relationship to food, and my own bad patterns. It was not exactly a screaming success, but as an exercise in not only exploring my own weight issues and developing some new habits, Big Slice was one way to keep my own good health in the forefront of my mind.

And here I am, two years later, with an additional 15 pounds on my frame, and a new host of symptoms that have me frustrated. Swelling legs, hair falling out, weird heart racing baloney, fatigue... don't even get me started.

Two years ago, I wrote The Sin of Omission after attending BlogHer 07. For what it is worth, here's what I looked like, alongside my co-producer Jenifer Scharpen:

Jenny and Jenifer 2007.jpgphoto credit: Karianna

This last weekend, I uploaded my photos from BlogHer 09 - and here's where I'm at now:

BlogHer 09 Saturday 036

Okay, yeah, I know neither of these photos are particularly attractive, but I think it is a pretty good indicator of how puffy and misshapen my face has become, not to mention the rest of me. It isn't a vanity thing, although there's always that part of it, too.

No - I've got a oh-so-slightly out of whack thyroid, and if I'm to believe the note I got from my doctor's office, obstructive sleep apnea, too. On July 9th, I started taking the lowest dosage of synthroid, and despite my doctor's firm - THIS IS NOT A DIET PILL, I sort of hoped that there would be at least a boost of energy, like the very nice pharmacist claimed.

So far, I'm not seeing or feeling any difference. And that is why I'm reviving this blog. I am looking at yet another learning curve on how to work towards a healthy weight, and I need a place to keep track of my progress, or lack thereof. I'm also open to hearing stories or advice on how you're managing your weight while on thyroid medicine and how you treat sleep apnea - especially if you have been able to control it without a CPAP machine because that does NOT sound like it is going to make me a happy camper.

I've got a few books on order, and a rough game plan to follow, and I'm looking forward to taking Small Slice along for the ride.

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